The Saudi publication Arab News regularly runs archival stories of people who convert to Islam, and today’s is especially interesting: it’s the 1996 account of the conversion to Islam of an especially prominent Muslim, the American al-Qaeda operative Adam Gadahn. Gadahn, who once invited me to become a Muslim in a video introduced by al-Qaeda leader Ayman al-Zawahiri, is perhaps not the face of Islam that the suddenly anti-terror Saudis want to show to the world, but apparently the editors at Arab News didn’t recognize the name. And that headline! “The Holy Qur’an changed my life”? But isn’t Adam Gadahn a misunderstander of the Qur’an and of Islam, mired in the ignorant and mistaken belief that both contain some command to wage war against and subjugate Infidels? Someone is going to get called on the carpet at Arab News today!
“The Holy Qur’an changed my life,” Arab News, September 19, 2014:
Yahiye Adam Gadahn was a son of butcher, who would oppose blind dogmatism and hence was quite in a shock to see his Christian fellows praying to Jesus (peace be upon him). Later in his life, when he came in contact with Islam and its Holy Book, he found reasons to become Muslim, which he did.
My first 17 years have been a bit different than the youth experienced by most Americans. I grew up on an extremely rural goat ranch in Western Riverside County, California, where my family raises on average 150 to 200 animals for milk, cheese and meat. My father is a halal butcher (a butcher who slaughters in an Islamic manner) and supplies to an Islamic Food Mart a few blocks from the Islamic Center in downtown Los Angeles.
My father was raised agnostic or atheist, but he became a believer in One God when he picked up a Bible left on the beach. He once had a number of Muslim friends, but they’ve all moved out of California now. My mother was raised Catholic, so she leans toward Christianity (although she, like my father, disregards the Trinity). I and my siblings were/are home-schooled, and as you may know, most home-school families are Christian. In the last eight or so years, we have been involved with some home-schooling support groups, thus acquainting me with fundamentalist Christianity. It was an eye-opening experience.
Setting aside the blind dogmatism and charismatic wackiness, it was quite a shock to me when I realized that these people, in their prayers, were actually praying to Jesus. As I learned that belief in the Trinity, something I find absolutely ridiculous, is considered by most Christians to be a prerequisite for salvation, I gradually realized I could not be a Christian.
In the meantime, I had become obsessed with demonic Heavy Metal music, something the rest of my family (as I now realize, rightfully so) was not happy with. My entire life was focused on expanding my music collection. I eschewed personal cleanliness and let my room reach an unbelievable state of disarray. My relationship with my parents became strained, although only intermittently so. I am sorry even as I write this.
Earlier this year (1996), I began to listen to the apocalyptic ramblings of Christian radio’s “prophecy experts.” Their paranoid espousal of various conspiracy theories, rabid support of Israel and religious Zionism, and fiery preaching about the “Islamic Threat” held for me a strange fascination.
Why? Well, I suppose it was simply the need I was feeling to fill that void I had created for myself. In any case, I soon found that the beliefs these evangelists held, such as Original Sin and the Infallibility of “God’s Word”, were not in agreement with my theological ideas (not to mention the Bible) and I began to look for something else to hold onto.
The turning point, perhaps, was when I moved in with my grandparents here in Santa Ana, the county seat of Orange, California. My grandmother, a computer whiz, is hooked up to America Online and I have been scooting the information superhighway since January. But when I moved in, with the intent of finding a job (easier said than done), I begin to visit the religion folders on AOL and the Usenet newsgroups, where I found discussions on Islam to be the most intriguing.
You see, I discovered that the beliefs and practices of this religion fit my personal theology and intellect as well as basic human logic. Islam presents God not as an anthropomorphic being but as an entity beyond human comprehension, transcendent of man, independent and undivided. Islam has a holy book that is comprehensible to a layman, and there is no papacy or priesthood that is considered infallible in matters of interpretation: All Muslims are free to reflect and interpret the book given a sufficient education. Islam does not believe that all men are doomed to Hell unless they simply accept that God (apparently unable to forgive otherwise) magnanimously allowed Himself to be tortured on a cross to enable Him to forgive all human beings who just believe that He allowed Himself to be tortured on a cross… Islam does not believe in a Chosen Race. And on and on…
As I began reading English translations of the Qur’an, I became more and more convinced of the truth and authenticity of Allah’s teachings contained in those 114 chapters. Having been around Muslims in my formative years, I knew well that they were not the bloodthirsty, barbaric terrorists that the news media and the televangelists paint them to be.
Perhaps this knowledge led me to continue my personal research further than another person would have. I can’t say when I actually decided that Islam was for me.
It was really a natural progression. In any case, in November 1995, I went to the Islamic Society of Orange County in Garden Grove and told the brother in charge of the library I wanted to be a Muslim. He gave me some excellent reading material, and then I took Shahada in front of a packed masjid. I spent the following week learning to perform Salah and reflecting on the greatness of Allah. It feels great to be a Muslim! Subhaana rabbiyal ‘azeem!
Jaladhi says
All murderers become Muslims since Mo/allah preaches murder, rape, stealin, lying, deceit, incest….all “good” qualities of being a Muslim. And they call themselves human beings. Really!!
pumbar says
“Islam has a holy book that is comprehensible to a layman”
So are we, or are we not taking it out of context? I mean c’mon…
Anup Misra says
“You see, I discovered that the beliefs and practices of this religion fit my personal theology and intellect ”
This above says it all. Especially the intellect part. By the way, “gadahn” in Hindi means an ass.
Angemon says
That reading left me teary-eyed… There’s comedy gold in there! For example, saying that the quran is accessible to laymen, or that it presents god in a non-anthropomorphic fashion, or that the idea of not having a central authority is somehow a good thing. That really cracked me up! And, of course, the unforgeable characters of the slob and smelly death metal fan and the computer whiz grandmother.
Don McKellar says
Boy, you read this stuff and realize how completely off the deep end these jihadists are. They have absolutely no ability to step away from themselves and realize how insane their world view is and how hypocritical they are. A remarkable find, this. That line he writes: “Having been around Muslims in my formative years, I knew well that they were not the bloodthirsty, barbaric terrorists that the news media and the televangelists paint them to be” is stunning when juxtaposed with the photograph of him and what we know of him.
As you say, Robert, someone is going to get called on the carpet at Arab News today!
john spielman says
more proof that islam is a doctrine of demons!
compare the behavior of this ardent muslim extremist who justifies his life of killing and maiming by the qur’an and hadiths of muhammed and a follower of Jesus of the Bible who wages a spirirtual war against evil with the “sword of the Spirit” An example of a “Christain extremist” would be Mother Theresa of Calcutta
mariam rove says
As I began reading English translations of the Qur’an, I became more and more convinced of the truth and authenticity of Allah’s teachings contained in those 114 chapters. Having been around Muslims in my formative years, I knew well that they were not the bloodthirsty, barbaric terrorists that the news media and the televangelists paint them to be.
Which version of Islam is this? Am I missing something here?!! M
Steffen Larsen says
The Arab News page is still up.
Some heads are going to roll on the carpet tonight.
IronyDome says
“Having been around Muslims in my formative years, I knew well that they were not the bloodthirsty, barbaric terrorists that the news media and the televangelists paint them to be.”
And yet, he became a bloodthirsty, barbaric terrorist, proving the critics of Islam right.
St. Michael Defend Us says
How was his father drawn to islam by reading the Bible? What kind of Catholic (mother) doesn’t believe in the trinity?
This whole story is a crock. I don’t think they were really ANYTHING, but his father saw an opportunity to sell his meat by going muslim and selling halal. They didn’t let the kid in on the con, and he took it seriously and went jihadi.
Steffen Larsen says
They havn’t got it.
They even put up my comment!
Steffen Larsen says
“Comments for this thread are now closed”.
Damn!
mortimer says
Adam Gadahn: “…Having been around Muslims in my formative years, I knew well that they were not the bloodthirsty, barbaric terrorists “…
So were the Tsarnaev brothers…nice, average, assimilated Americans…hiding their secret desire to murder!
And now TYPICAL MUSLIM…Adam Gadahn cannot see himself in the mirror…he has become a “bloodthirsty, barbaric terrorist”.
John M. Oda says
I have been saying this for years. Please read the Qur’an and understand it well. The Devil was conquered by our Jesus Christ so he had to find a way out. He picked Muhammad where he met him in “HIRA CAVE”, which shows why Muhammad was so scared, and gave him the revelations in the Quran which, the Muslims say they were delivered to him by his FEDERAL EXPRESS MESSENGER, they called JIBRAEL, THE DEVIL HE MET AT HIRA CAVE, should admit that they are anti Humanity, anti God and when are the Muslims who really read and understand their Quran that there is “NOT A SINGLE WORD OF LOVE AND RESPECT FOR OTHERS IN IT EXCEPT HATE AND KILL”! This is the Devil’s message against human beings! Please open your eyes well! This is NOT the MEKKA age. It is the Science and Computer age which will show you that your Prophet and you Muslims are worshipping the Devil who appeared to your SO CALLED prophet in the Cave. Always remember! GOD IS LOVE and SATAN OR DEVIL IS HATE! Did I make it clear? Look around you and see how much KILLINGS, BEHEADINGS and chaos has spread around the Islamic world! Is there any religion other than Islam that is creating all this havoc in the world we have been seeing? I am not prejudice and I hope the ones who respond to this message will do same and be honest about it! ISLAM IS A RELIGION OF “HATE, KILLING, DESTRUCTION AND ANTI GOD” this is why it has fallen behind for centuries!!